Give up (the noble) Fight?

Give Up The Fight? (Especially if it feels particularly noble 🦋)

Sometimes ‘it’s’ not missing, it just didn’t happen. 

Sometimes the “not happening” is Not Meant to be innovated upon, 

bc the innovation is coming from a ravenous, non-acceptance 

of what Didn’t occur. 

Sometimes we call trying to create from resistance, revolution. 

But mostly it’s moving from an unaccepted & unprocessed pain; 

the creation will be created with those embedded energies. 

Read that again. 

The creation (from fighting against) can then feel “high” or “mystical” or “otherworldly” or “revolutionary”, 

bc it has been so deeply sought after, from such a high charge,

For so long. 

When the momentum pops it’s like an orgasm. We relate this to feeling good.

We’ve missed the key, the point,

Of the polarity we are now “fighting against”.

The ecstatic nature of the “reward” 

From innovating-from-non acceptance/the fight,

is not yet grounded, 

and cannot yet then be used of benefit for this (grounded) Earth Reality.

It was built upon non acceptance of What is; so it didn’t follow the Rules of the Ground. 

(Rule is a word, and the rules I speak of could never be confined or defined by a word...)

Real change occurs Naturally-

we Become/embody the solution-

but After the pain of “what didn’t happen” 

melts down our human-hope,

(Which is not a substitute for the boundlessness and potentiality of  Creation) 

and is replaced with humility, compassion & wisdom 

about many interconnected levels of Life.

Naturally, then, integration and acceptance and Grounded Growth-

Growth we are actually able to UTILIZE and digest, occurs. 

It’s tricky bc society is not yet developed enough to understand the fallacy in action-from-pain. 

This is not a judgement. 

This is a clear observation from a larger view,

A view that is inherent in each of us,

If we create space for ourselves to See.

In this way, there is (mostly) never a reason

 to feel jealousy or aggression 

Towards someone who is speaking about “larger view” bc, 

We are Each the View. 

Some beings are just (timed, willing, brave enough or a combo) to 

Claim the View. 

But it belongs to ALL. 

One day we will remember. 

Jealousy, envy and aggression are useless 

When we recover the bounty 

And interconnectedness 

(Like all getting different turns, at different times) 

That we Are. 

Here in society, the action of seeking to create the thing that “wasn’t had” 

is raised up as heroic.

There’s a difference between drained-out, painful adrenaline action 

And 

Embodied, Natural Movement that is for Sake of All.

The high we get from dashing to feel that thing that wasn’t felt is, 

at the end of things, 

wasted System energy 

and 

a half-way creation; 

unless we learn this From/after 

all of the dashing. 

Even the system of Life has limits that our minds couldn’t possibly understand 

due to interconnectedness of/for the Gestalt. 

It also has limitlessness 

that our minds could never compute.

But we can Feel Both deep in our own Bodies.

On bodies:

The human body we study in nervous system material...

There Is a Body beneath. 

Many, in fact. 

Bodies rest within Bodies, as many levels of Self sit like Russian Dolls within your One physical form.

The physical body is wired from karma, from lineage hand-downs of unfelt feelings and hasty action, 

balanced out through our puppeted-even if desired-actions:

‘She divorces him at 35 and feels aligned “in her soul” to leave. And yet her family system dictated she would, as her own mother died, at 35, leaving her own husband behind.’ These things happen constantly, just under our awareness. 

Whose pulling our strings? 

Who really wants (this) choice? 

Me? Who is me? 

Go deeper. 

We know not who we are, so,

We know not what we do.

Until we open the hood. 

Open it? 

Grief helps to Ground us here. So we can be a part of new, workable Action. 

Speaking of accepting grief is not to be a ‘downer.’ 

Downer is a judgemental label created by a society who has not integrated the reality (and beauty) of death. 

We prefer to mainly see the pain, 

and fear death. 

Ultimately, we can learn not to fear pain or death. 

This is actually a high skill many beings came to earth to experiment with.

As we welcome, meet, penetrate and embody our fear, 

we transcend it. 

We repeat this process over and over. 

Some fears take minutes to penetrate. 

Some take years. 

Some we can move through and disprove on our own, 

Some we need aide for, bc fear has been so imbedded in our being, 

Keeping us stuck at that one doorway-

Through space and time-for lifetimes.

We came in, to penetrate through fear.

A whole new reality exists beyond fear. 

The more we penetrate fear, the more that world opens to us.

Don’t be afraid; fear only fears itself. 

A different reality patiently awaits us, friends!!! Let’s meet each other on the other side! 

Death is a great gift. 

We want death. 

If you think you don’t want death, 

you can remember the larger story, 

by practicing focusing on your other Bodies within your human body. 

(Most spiritual traditions have many gateways “in”. Find your resonant architecture and practice?)

We are not being dominated by life in the way it seems sometimes-

we are a very active part of Life’s Movements-

but our collective human body 

is very asleep and forgetful 

of the larger, eternal, endlessly renewing “laws”. 

There is no downer in accepting grief. 

It is a fulcrum for actual, workable change. 

Grief is our friend. 

Fear is our friend. 

Death is our Glory. 

If we label info as “bad” 

We’ve missed the integration

We’ve missed the wisdom 

And we’ll miss the bliss of action 

that comes directly from the Whole within us 

that we Are. 

A being might sit in pain for centuries , masturbating with it-

but in denial of that fact. 

We can’t see-on most levels of life-what we can’t yet see. 

We can’t yet see due to time, 

and due to avoiding what we’d feel or know, if we Did. 

Be brave to See?

Many of us came in 

to penetrate centuries of stuck-fear. 

And move Beyond! 

On fear and grief:

Emotions are not who we are. 

But they are fulcrums of subtle movement, 

sheathing over our Bodies 

like interconnected wheels, 

turning us ahead-or backwards. 

On one Body level, direction matters not.

On others, it Matters very much, 

and the System can be studied out of curiosity.

We then naturally Align back 

For 

the System. 

For a time we need to self differentiate (in the human body) 

and self individuate (in other Bodies). 

And then, one day, those phases are done.

The “one way” is only there when it Is.

And then we are on to the next “one way” of the phase 

and the cycle 

our unique Russian Doll is seated in. 

Sometimes we have to push away from a thing to recognize we are not it.