Disappointment with teachers or outside “authority”? I’ve found that as I pause my choice to blame an outside other for _____, and I explore my own expectations for “perfect teachers”, I’m pointed to my deep, inner terror about never being able to integrate my own polarities on this plane. “If they can’t do it with all of their gifts, lineage and training, I’m screwed!” That is the fear that keeps me needing to distrust or discredit or blame others, for merely being what I am, what we all are: Human.
When you go under outside blame, what fear do you meet? Can you soothe it, instead?